I'm getting fatter.

So, as my subject says, I'm getting fatter. I don't know if it's that my birth control is adding on the weight, if I'm bloated or just genuinely gaining weight. I weighed myself Monday night, after I had dinner, to see how much Brody weighs. When I weighed myself, I was 145. I'm only like 5'6 and I have a super small frame, so I feel like the kool-aid man. OH YEAH. I've been taking it easy, so I certainly didn't think I'd be losing any weight. I've been telling myself not to stress until after the Holidays. Well, come Monday, it's time to get my act together. Darn.

My goal isn't to stress or go all hardcore diet because that's not me and if I try that, it won't work. I'd like to set some realistic goals for myself:

• Have breakfast. I often don't eat until 2 in the afternoon, sometimes later if I have a photo shoot.
• Use my app to track what I'm eating and stay within my "points", which is a knockoff of Weight Watchers.
• Eat smaller portions. Order kid size meals when I'm out, use salad plates for dinner.
• One soda a day. My friend Chance is doing one a week and that's just crazy talk. Oh and don't tell me diet because that's just disgusting. You will never convince me Coke Zero or Diet Wild Cherry Pepsi tastes the same.
• Workout. I am not joining a gym because I won't go. I have lots of workout videos, so now it's about actually doing them. So simple!
• Try not to eat anything heavy past 8PM.
• Drink a glass of water a day. I was on a water kick hardcore there for a while. I need to make it a point to do at least a glass a day, probably more.

That sounds easy enough right? Who knows. I don't have the slightest clue about how to lose weight. You're talking to the girl who weighed 98 pounds in high school and ate like a line backer. I ordered TWO lunches at school. Losing weight? Yeah, no clue. So, wish me luck. I'm going to do it the right way and slowly, so hopefully I'll be done 10-15 pounds by the time I have to rock a swimsuit.